Motivation

I have no motivation for anything. Going to classes is a lot harder than I thought it would be. Sitting there on hard chairs for an hour then moving to another class and doing it all over again just a few minutes later. It is hard to pay attention. I am so exhausted, and I have to keep getting up to go to the bathroom.

I started this semester out with 21 credits yeah crazy I know, but I needed to get done since my husband is graduating in December and with the baby being due in the middle of the semester next semester. I don’t know what I was thinking 21 credits and working and being sick does not mix.

I ended up dropping two classes so now I am at 15 credits with 12 credits left for next semester. Now that semester I can’t even think about. I am forgetting everything I read the minute I am done reading it and forgetting assignments and doing horrible on all my tests. I am just praying to pass and get a C!

I really have a hard time focusing and really caring what grades I get or even getting some assignments done. I have had so many pregnancy symptoms that are in the books one right after the other and I am just waiting to see what I get next. Lets just hope it is not the swine flu then my grades would really suffer.